i was fine the past four days
but now it's coming into my mind in one go
and i can't push it away
someone helped me to go through this the past four days
and i need this someone to help me go through this once again
i don't feel sad because of what u'r doing right now
i just hate myself for believing your lies
i don't feel sad for you because u'r nothing
but i hate myself for not learning the lesson two years ago